From 04-11-12
Many things have been my motivation sorry about my spelling. "What is it theses days "I think it's just life and the things I can gain from working hard. Trust me I am working hard.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
it ain't easy
From 04-08-12
Some things are meant to be hard. For me it seems like thing are getting alot easier. I remember be in the hospital. It was hard to keep my head up, but I thought I was tough. At the time. I couldn't hold my head up they used to strap my head to the head rest that was on my my chair. I was always angry, it didn't take much effort to make my head fall. So there I was looking pretty dumb. At least once a week at the time my girlfriend she used to go and see me. Heather Gemhlich, The hottest girl in the whole school . At the time I thought cussing was cute, it made me feel in power. Heather and her mom Tammy used to go and see me. There I was cursing out her mom. I think there was not a person that I didn't tell off. But there was another part of me who thought hitting was okay. I would turn my right hand moving my pointer finger back and forth until someone got close enough to hit. The worst part was when someone would go to see and start talking about my family. That really got to me. I would start screaming, my face would turn red. At times I think I cried a river. I used to pee myself all the time. My grandma tells me this story all the time. My uncle Ben used to go and see me all the time. He and his wife used to drive my grandma all the time. She says that one time I was asking for my mom and dad, and so uncle sat me on his lap all seventy pounds of me he said your mom and dad were in a accident along with your grandma Ferguson and brothers. That moment all I could do was scream. I would get so worked up that I would pass out. The doctors would tell my family to not bring anything up that happened to my family . The doctors said that I might have a heart attack. I couldn't tell you how long I was in the hospital, I'd say a long time. When someone would take me out side, the sun seemed like it was angry. It would blind me. I needed sun glasses. My uncle Andy would go to see me. One time when he did he took off his glasses and gave them to me.
Then came the day when I got to go home but what home I didn't have a home. I guess their was a court hearing to say who got to take me home.The judged determined that since my grandma Gloria was a nurse I would be in good hands with her.
Some things are meant to be hard. For me it seems like thing are getting alot easier. I remember be in the hospital. It was hard to keep my head up, but I thought I was tough. At the time. I couldn't hold my head up they used to strap my head to the head rest that was on my my chair. I was always angry, it didn't take much effort to make my head fall. So there I was looking pretty dumb. At least once a week at the time my girlfriend she used to go and see me. Heather Gemhlich, The hottest girl in the whole school . At the time I thought cussing was cute, it made me feel in power. Heather and her mom Tammy used to go and see me. There I was cursing out her mom. I think there was not a person that I didn't tell off. But there was another part of me who thought hitting was okay. I would turn my right hand moving my pointer finger back and forth until someone got close enough to hit. The worst part was when someone would go to see and start talking about my family. That really got to me. I would start screaming, my face would turn red. At times I think I cried a river. I used to pee myself all the time. My grandma tells me this story all the time. My uncle Ben used to go and see me all the time. He and his wife used to drive my grandma all the time. She says that one time I was asking for my mom and dad, and so uncle sat me on his lap all seventy pounds of me he said your mom and dad were in a accident along with your grandma Ferguson and brothers. That moment all I could do was scream. I would get so worked up that I would pass out. The doctors would tell my family to not bring anything up that happened to my family . The doctors said that I might have a heart attack. I couldn't tell you how long I was in the hospital, I'd say a long time. When someone would take me out side, the sun seemed like it was angry. It would blind me. I needed sun glasses. My uncle Andy would go to see me. One time when he did he took off his glasses and gave them to me.
Then came the day when I got to go home but what home I didn't have a home. I guess their was a court hearing to say who got to take me home.The judged determined that since my grandma Gloria was a nurse I would be in good hands with her.
Monday, April 9, 2012
it was sample
4/06/12 Pat: For the past couple of weeks i've been walking around the track at Heath middle school. Yesterday was the farthest that I have ever walked in a short amount of time. I walked half a mile. Was I suprised? That I did in the short amount of time that i've been walking, what do you think? I want this so bad the taste of walking is a main course. I am so sick of disapointing. I thought Since I was very young that I was a disapointment. But that was all it was, was I was putting pity on myself. NO more. Now I'm giving it all I have and then some. I am not the little kid in the wheelchair that just sits there waiting for some one to come and help me. No I am the man who wants to do good, wants to be a better husband, wants to hold my priesthood and have the LORD say ""you see that guy, guy that is my son and i'm very proud of him." You see before everthing was about pleasing everyone else when the one I should hasve been pleasing was Heavenly Father. All I have to do is my very best. Serious I don't know what was taking me so long. I want to take a walk holding my wife's hand, I want to make up for many things in my life.
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Is it just me or am I seeing double?
Yep, that's right, Pat walked TWO whole laps for a total of 1/2 mile tonight. He is on FIRE! and I can't wait to see what he comes up with next. Stay tuned for next time folks... If you want a small preview, please click on the video below.
i did it again
Today was like any other day I thought, but it was not waiting for my wife to get home. I could taste it victory again.This I wanted more out of myself. The first quarter was no problem the next no sweat, the third was tough. Then there was the lap, I new that I was not fully satified yet. it was not the plan to stop at just one lap. Drenched with body sweat I kept going. It was kind of like eating a gooey chocolate brownie with chocolate syrup. I was not done until I passed the finish line on the track. My beautiful wife says it better.
Until then, Pat
Until then, Pat
it's pat
Pat: Yesterday I accomplished a great thing, I had no doubts, it was just doing it. That was just where I started. Just think where i'll be when i'm finshed, I'm far from it. I just gave a small taste of what is to come. So put your googles on and brace yourself becasuse where we are going the ride might be a little bumpy.
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