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4/06/12 Pat: For the past couple of weeks i've been walking around the track at Heath middle school. Yesterday was the farthest that I have ever walked in a short amount of time.  I walked half a mile. Was I suprised?  That I did in the short amount of time that i've been walking, what do you think? I want this so bad the taste of walking is a main course. I am so sick of disapointing. I thought Since I was very young that I was a disapointment. But that was all it was, was I was putting pity on myself. NO more.  Now I'm giving it all I have and then  some. I am not the little kid in the wheelchair that just sits there  waiting for some one to come and help me. No I am the man who wants to do good, wants to be a  better husband, wants to hold my priesthood and have the LORD say ""you see that guy, guy that is my son and i'm very proud of him."  You see before everthing was about pleasing everyone else when the one I should hasve been pleasing was Heavenly Father. All I have to do is my very best. Serious I don't know what was taking me so long. I want to take a walk holding my wife's hand, I want to make up for many things in my life.