again

4-22-12

Time goes by an I haven't done enough. I push and push myself. I guess I just ain't pushing myself hard enough. I can see this is a big problem. The LORD tells us to giving everything we got. Until we can't give anymore. It seems like I did that once already, and he still took them. My family. That just  can't happen again. I'm trying so hard. I'm going to have to go an look for a job. A forty hour working job. Or walk for forty hours in a week. I ain't being the man I was meant to be.The over all goal is to be like heavenly father.